Orangefish~~ Bluh… Oo.. Bluh… oO~~

心静不下来，脑袋清醒不来。。。

知道你应该不会来读这个版~。。。

好想说，

可不可以不要让我习惯你？

习惯你的关心，

习惯你的体贴，

习惯你的声音，

习惯了你的所有。。。  一切。。。  好不好？

知道这完全是不可能会发生的事！

我不想  不愿

越深越陷。。。  然后到头来又是一个无奈的结局。。。

总是故意回避你的话

啊嗯噢 是我有限的回应 也是我的防护线

请别越过!  不好意思~

我只是一个笨蛋  笨得感觉已麻木的大笨蛋！！

像我那样的笨蛋是不应该得到感情的。。。

就算得到了  也只是徒然 

把感情涂上一片暗淡的色彩 是过去的颜料

感觉麻木了，该怎么办？？

头脑清醒不来，该如何是好？？

犹如行尸走肉。。。没有灵魂的肉体~

七情六欲，怎么你躲起来了~。。。。？？

huhuhuhuhuh~…. really ”TBT” (tak boleh tahan) ady~!!  the fish bone made me felt very uncomfort and pain~…i realized that my throat had infected n must be cure immediately~!! So, my uncle who work near damansara fetched me to the clinic to check up. Luckily,If not… I will faint for sure~!!huhuhuhuh~…!! oh my god~ the doctor said I hv to go to hospital in order to take out the bone~!! scare scare~!!  She said I have to take ENT…~!!huhuhuhuh~….  huhuhuh~…Scare scare~!!!then~the specialist doctor ask me to hold the tounge and he tried to get the fish bone~!! OH MY GOD~!! it is extremely pain la~!!  My tounge feel like out of my mouth ady~!!  * pain pain * ar~….Luckily,he able to get the bone out at last~… if not, i have to go for surgery ler~!! …… haiz~…Next time,have to eat carefully~ but now,i really phobia to eat~!! …..xspecially F-I-S-H~…..yoh~….!!! For the price,OH NooOOo…. is almost RM450,for just a little (big for me) fish bone~!! huhuhuhuh~….i have to pay for this price~!!not only this~ i have to miss one of my tutorial class also~…….Yerrr……..~!! Silly me~……Fine la~… Pay for a lesson la~…^0^ Stay alert n careful`!!

OH my GOD~!!!! my MSN had infected by the IRC boot~!!!huhuhuhuhuh~…. that’s why~ I am PC idiot~ Haiz~…Sorry,Mr. Siva,computing principle lecturer~….I’ll try my best to work hard in IT subject~…Dont want to act like a stupid ady when facing IT problem… ok~!!Promise~…By the way~MY frens had help me alot from solving the problem~!!!hehe~… I must thanks to them here 1 by 1~!!! Soulkeeper,Chen,Pang,teck….~!!!!!Thanks Q u all~!!U all r so kind ler~…hahaha~!! Luckily I’ve got U~…. Thanks n thanks n thanks~… U had SAVED my life~…

Today~…. Suffering~… Yesterday,Wu Shu training is a very hard day for me~!! I cant really concentrate…Don know what cause me so headache at that time~…The more I do,the more i get headache~…but I cant give up or make other worry about me~…!!So,I choose to keep silent n go ahead my training~… *BE TOUGH*~!! As a result,today…leg felt exhauted and pain~…Still headache~… and i CANT TALK TODAY~!! When i was in my class today, I cant explain what had happen to me~… Sometimes,I cant even speak a words~…Because~…I had swallowed a fish bone~!!! huhuhuhuhuhu~…How can I tell U about it~ so embarress~!! I cant talk because of a fish bone~not soat throat~!! haiyoh~… my throat so uncomfort~!! I admit that it is my careless for not eat carefully~but i am too tired and alertness at that time~…I had been so tired for that training~….I was just thinking: How if i suddenly die because of this??? I’ll be extremely regret~…I haven do what I wan to do~!!NO~!!! I cant die~… At least,I still alive untill now~…^-^Still writing diary at here~… haiz~…Thanks for Ben too…Hope can get well within this 2 days~…as u write in SMS~…hey,frens~ if had know what had happen to my throat,dont tell any1,ok~!! haiz~…so ”fish”(cantonese:embaressing)……..

As a conclusion: Leg pain + Headache + Throat ”problem” + Mid-term = Yeah,welcome to this world~!!

Wahahahahah~….   Just enjoy the life~ no matter what come,just let it be~…